(via fixingthisbody, i-skinny)
And so I went through the looking glass, stepped into the netherworld, where up is down and food is greed, where convex mirrors cover the walls, where death is honor and flesh is weak. It is ever so easy to go. Harder to find your way back.
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one hundred and 10
one hundred and 10
weight is at 57.5. last night it was like 56.8. i’m making a progress (photo) blog, with a password, even though i have a scarce amount of followers. i need somewhere to post pictures of myself so i can wake up to the reality of this. i’m disgusting.
ate too much today. weight is back up again. spent an hour in the shower throwing up.
mission complete. stomach acid, present. weight? too high. pains? yes. dizzy? no.
not good enough.
